MY DADS A ROCK STAR

Yes me and my dad’s birthday fall on the same month and almost fall on the same day, I was born and he had a gift the day after, His birthday ME, precious right???

Don’t doubt it, even if I didn't turn out to be what my father wants or the society wants, I think my father does love me for who I’ am (put on the cliche CARPENTERS song), he never for once argue about my choices and leave me be happy of who and what I want to be, and for that I’m thankful my childhood didn't happen like in the movies when the father ask what his son is and the son answers girl, drown in the tub full of water pull up another question by the father, girl or boy?  The boy answers MERMAID…

OK to wrap it up cause there’s a party, I would like to great HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD, I think you’re a ROCK STAR turning 62 and looking like you just turn 40... or 50 (cut him some slack guys it’s his birthday…)

FASHION: MY BIRTHDAY 2013

When I was young I said to myself that I’ll be fulfilled when I turn 25, - FAST FORWARD - I’m 25 and working for a big company as a staff, I don’t think this defines fulfilled for me, I quit and give myself an allowance, 30 and I’ll be fulfilled - FAST FORWARD - I’m 30 unemployed and in the process of transforming myself to who I’am, half spirited I give myself more allowance 35 or maybe 40 they said life begins at 40 right?  And in the news their reporting about young achievers under 25, I’m doomed…

FASHION: CHRISTMAS & NEW YEAR 2013

I remember FASHION and its influences in Movies and TV.  Series, it’s all about the latest design and what SARAH JESSICA PARKER is wearing and by that I’m admittedly and a full blown SEX and the CITY addict.  But seriously I don’t think SEX and the CITY or SJP’s fashion can adapt just to anyone, plus Manila is way too different to NYC and that opening dress would create a scene if you wear it here, LOL.

Well too much on media’s influence in fashion,

For me fashion is a mix of showbiz influences, COMFORT and what I like to wear.  COMFORT - of course I can’t wear those leather booths on a sunny hot country or else you’ll develop fungi, or those pumps while crossing the busy streets of TAFT AVENUE.  On what I like to wear, it sometimes depends on my mood and situational, if its too hot loose clothes, if I feel I’m getting fat black clothes, I rarely wear jeans for the reasons of comfort I like to spread my legs more (please don’t refer this statement sexually, LOL).  So all in all I develop my style on mostly what I feel, moods and sometimes the latest fashion demands…

So here’s my CHRISTMAS and NEW YEAR – FASHION…

I love this gold colored dress, my friends called it a fashion sleepwear cause it looked like a nighties but generally they love it, the HIGLIGHTS of this dress is the bead work on top and the dark flower theme style at the bottom of the dress, of course since I’m into gold theme I matched it with my two inch open toe shoes by CHARLES & KEITH… 

FILMFEST MOVIE 2012

I’m not really a fan of PINOY movies; I remember when I label it as cheap and uninspiring.  I think at some point there you will agree with me, I will not give an example cause I already lambaste the industry on my first statement.  So before you attack me with your hate comments, let me just say that I did enjoy two films I watch this FILMFEST 2012.

Of FAITH and BELIEF

Growing in a predominant CATHOLIC country the question of FAITH shouldn't be at question, but growing up I have so many unanswered question that leave my FAITH up in hanging.

I even remember a college friend whom a devout BORN AGAIN CHRISTIAN whom I presented all my questions and in the end tag me that I’m going to HELL, too much for an inquiry I guess.  I try to mingle at my brother and sister in faith, but I guess being who I am and what I am is a sure ticket to their judgment.  My GUIDANCE COUNSELOR in a CHRISTIAN school where I finish my OJT told me that I’m lucky the head accepted me knowing I was gay and they are a CATHOLIC SCHOOL.  My mom’s friend encourages me to serve our CHURCH, in the end they ask me to be a man as a requirement to serve the HOUSE of GOD.  They also didn't accept my sister who’s separated to her husband.  Well I guess the hell would be a CROWDED place for people like me and those couples who are separated, HELL would be like the OSCARS with so many celebrities there.

2012 – HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013

The year that was 2012, well for me this year was the best year of my life…  I get to enjoy life as it is, do things I dream about doing and be with people I love, also this year I get to be with my loving BF two times (I wish for more but VISA problem)…